12:16 p.m. - 2011-12-27
New year
The new year is upon us once again, been clean for a while now and am just dealing with depression. My new girl is cool but I think she wants more from me than I am willing to give. I have dreams of doing great things with my life but I am constantly frustrated with reality's interruptions.
I am signing up for school now. I want to go back for abnormal Psychology, and I wan to work with addicts and mentally ill people maybe give a little back after taking so much. Just working on my new love of life and accomplishing as many goals as possible. Maybe some day I will be a Psychologist.
Being clean and having depression is hard because all I have to do is start using again and I will feel better, and I wont have to deal with how I feel now. I would rather feel anyway other way than how I feel now. But I am just lying to myself.
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